Steph

So I finally bought (yes, bought. Shocking word from me, isn't it?) Infinity on High by let's have a wild guess who it's by. Camden was amazing, went with just Melissa. Remember that dress from fairy gothmother? xP, yes, I bought it. It is t3h sex. Photos shall be forthcoming, don't worry.

But I'm in the windows lab and bored out of my mind, and considering I have no internet access at home because my parents are big sillies, I... might as well review the album.



( Infinity on High? I don't know... Don't hurt me Gracie )
Actually, I have to go. Shall be finished soon.

Dear World

Just a little note for you, and all those lovely people out there. I will not conform. I refuse to become some preppy little girl who flicks her hair and has nothing in her head but what shade of lipgloss she should be wearing. This is who I am, damnit. Deal. I refuse to conform to society, I will not change who I am.

I. Will. Not. Conform.

Never Yours
Steph

(PS-Would you mind not sucking? It'd be nice if you'd stop for a while.)

So I was summarily ordered to update this thing by Hellen, and honestly... I don't know what to update it with.
So I'm a month into school, the first quarter is almost over, and I am almost drowning. Literally, drowning in not only work, but I am slowly... failing and failing.
Economics isn't bad, just... I have a tendency not to turn things in. Math studies... bah. ITGS is alright, I suppose. Alright. Physics is one of the classes I am seriously fucking up in. French is just fucking AWFUL. Ap french is stabbing me over and over in the throat. English is fun though. ^^
So enough bitching about my life, I suppose. But life is just... lifey. I don't know.
So strangely enough, I've been feeling more and more emo recently. I mean, everyone's been... hooking up, and gah. Here's steph, ol' never-been-kissed, much less gone out with someone. And I just admitted that, so now I feel a tad... sily. Bahahahaha. In a bad way. Grace, let's be... guy-less emo buddies. Helen, you'renot nearly cool enough to join in the group. Teehee. I want picshars.
As for the rest of life... I'm grounded, per usual, for daring to get into an argument with ze madre. And now no internets till I'm all packed up, and...probably moved to the new house. I've snuck on, which is always fun. ^_^ Thank ye for laptops. Laptops ftw.
Meheheheh... I dunno, feel... silly. Steph is a silly bugger. Sillysillysillybugger.

Goddamnit there's a play practice on the 11th. There goes paintballing. Fuck.

xD:
Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 10 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Underline the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is cheating.

1. Free- is all that she could bleed
2. Daddy's flown across the ocean leaving just a memory.
3. proud and so glorious, standing before of us.
4. you toss in a word, im your villain, i see the passion emerge, im your villain.
5. -thock- Sold! your number sir? Thank you. Lot 665, Ladies and Gentlemen, a papier mache box in the shape of a barrel monkey.
I... am too lazy to do more than 5. ^_^



So... Thorpe-age today was rather nifty. It rained all of three times, hah. The new dude, freshman, d00d but he's hyper... xDD, meg <3's him, but the silly bugger has a gf. Feh. Other than that, I... have nothing new to say. Except... how depressing summer's over. foo.

Rachie. xP In the comp lab.	Surprise, Alicia!	Peace. Alicia. Silly.
I was trying to take a photo of kelly...Boo!.	Kelly-kins	Noemie. She looks happy, eh?
I RAWK at surprising people on the stairs... xD. That's Meghan	And Siobhan. On the stairs.	Meghan and Siobhan. By the stairs, XP
Jon. Guess where? THE STAIRS!	I am the 0wner of taking crap photos on the stairs. Zat is Ignacio.	YOU EMO RETARD MELISSA! xP
Meliska-kins. By ... no prizes for guessing where...	Alice, in our last homeroom. -le sob-	And Alice. Again. Rawk.

So yeah, today's been interesting. xD. In a bad way.
So in chemistry, Alex den H. turns around and asks me, with a totally innocent look on his face 'so you and alicia are bum buddies, eh?'
I was like... 'what the fuck? No'
Him 'So you don't swing that way?'
Me 'Uh, no... what makes you think i am gay?'
Him 'well, you do hang out with all these bi people'
Me '...' Then Mrs. Hay popped back in, thank god, therefore cutting off the conversation quite effectively.
Aite. I just have one question... what the fuck are these people on, what kind of meaningless lives do these fuckheaded assholes have that they need to speculate about other people, and feel the need to ask one girl if she's fucking another. That just pissed me off and I know i shouldn't let it affect me, but it still does... argh.
So alicia said she talked to him later, and he asked her how her weekend was. she said she spent the weekend at my place, per usual, and he was like 'so did you make out with her?'
ARGH.
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EDIT:
I <3 talking to people who haven't that great of a grasp on english.
- ·$1·# . . . Pizi Only [CBG] Pizarro [Medico de Campo] Pizi-licious. says:
i would arrive to the antartica in 4 years
- ·$1·# . . . Pizi Only [CBG] Pizarro [Medico de Campo] Pizi-licious. says:
then walk to the main temple
- ·$1·# . . . Pizi Only [CBG] Pizarro [Medico de Campo] Pizi-licious. says:
(that one of ALIEN VS DEPREDATOR movie )

I cracked up. xD

Haha, there was a very funny thing, just said...

"Why would someone calll their computer an apple? At least with Windows, you can make up a metaphorical meaning; a window to the world. But what about apples? They come with a worm inside?!"
Instill laughter.
"Nonono, it comes with a worm that pops up six months later after the warranty expires, and you have to upgrade the computer."

You know, I oddly find this hilarious. Lol.

I shall fix this update later...

Well, I'm in computer class now, and am wanting to kill something. -stabbity-
Raaaawrgh.
So the weekend was goddamn sexy, xD, Alicia spent the weekend. Good times. And y'know, I think I actually understand the thingy right now. World history, the section we're on, because of explaining things to Alicia. Damn that girl is good for studying, haha.
Thorpe park was damn nifty -Alicia, RAWR! xD- haha, but I didn't go on the new rollercoaster, Stealth, because it looks. damn. scary. Haha, slammer makes me feel somewhat nauseous, and colossus kept breaking down, as well as Nemesis Inferno. Worrying, much? Haha. But y'know, I now have a fucking blister on my ear from being thrown around so much. I mean really... WTF? zOMGWTFLOLROFLMAOBBQ! Hah.
Oh, and now my phone is dead. Cause on tidal wave, the fucking huge log flume-y thing, they make you bring your things with you... my phone was IN my fucking waterproof bag, and it still got wet, and fucking broken. But I just received one quote, and it said £45-£55, depending on part availability, etc... Ah well. Still waiting for the other quote, so tcha.
Hah. And now the ipod has crashed. Joy.
Oh, and Jami's blanking me. Probably because of 'Jo'. Lol.

I'm down in the mac lab, and I'm not kidding- the other five occupants are busy trying to kill each other with Doom 3. Haha, how I laugh. And the fact is, they're all getting so into it... yargh. Lol, this is very interesting. And I really should be going now. Fuck.

'Yes, I just fragged hawksby!' - Lol. Really. Haha, and they're making really funny, excited happy noises. WTF?

So yeah, today's been pretty shitty. Grace knows why, but... let's just say I want to go up to Jami and go -stabbitystabbitystabbity- Fuck. But Rachael's actually been nice about it, sooooo... lol. She rawks at times, y'know?

I have no idea what to say now, except... You know, I really, really wish this week was over 'cause it's been pretty shitty (except for Wednesday, you guys all rawk, xD) and for some odd reason, I know that Saturday is going to suck. Ass. Much ass. And where the hell were you today Alicia?

*HUGS* TOTAL!
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^^

So. I utterly <3 my step-dad... Which proves my love is easily bought. So he goes to the mall, and returns with an Apple bag. Assume it's the charger I need, 'cause the mini is just dying... but not just a charger.
A brand new, sexy black video iPod. 30gig. ^^ Life is good.
Except (Hellen!)I can't figure out how to get videos on it. Hah.

Nyeeeeeeh. Stuck for another week. Which isn't that bad, but still. Miss an entire week of school, as well as a shitload of homework. Yayz?

But tchah.

Yargh. I'm stuck here for another week. Yayz. So that makes an entire week's worth of work to make up. Plus an extra week of burn. xD. Look on the good side though; sun and sand. And. Well. Boredom. Yayz.
Anyways, I'll be back on the Saturday after, early morning. And... what shall I do? Go out. Nyeh, need to see people. Other than my family.
Other than that, not bad. Did the usual; had a four hour lunch with some Arabs, sat there bored whilst they spoke in arabic. Swam a bit with Xena. But really, that's pretty much the daily grind.

xD. Literally. It is so hot over here that we can't actually go outside. You step outside and it's like being whacked in the face... with a big hot thing. It's about 41 degrees celsius (105.8 fahrenheit for the Americans) and, well, it's really hot. Painfully so. The only breeze there is feels like it came out of an oven. Yayz.
So. The vacation so far. Well, gone on the uncle's jetski several times. Fell off once. Felt like a complete dumbass. Hah, had another person on the back, was going at... just under 70 mph and turned really sharply. not smart. Then had to swim /quite/ fast to get the jetski back. ^^ Much fun
Hah. Sun burn's gone. And I'm really quite bored. Sitting in a different thingy. Internet cafe. And should prolly go.

Edit
Back again. Yayz.
And yes Grace, I know. I have wonderfully mad english skillz. With a Z.
xD. Sunburn hurts. But yeah, a little update... Will try to be back for Sunday, but if my step-dad doesn't get his business done, I will have to stay an extra week. Which'd be boring. Very. There's only so much you can do over here. Get sunburnt, and shop.
But tcha. I dunno. Feck.
^^ Weird mood. And lack of, well, writing cohesion. Yayz for me.
And you know, Iv've just realised why it's so busy; it's their equivalent of a Friday night over here. Considerign the weekend is thursday and friday, it's freaking packed.
And I must go. Can't remember how long I've been here, but it's probably too long. Whee.

I laugh. So hard. So you know, the oh-so wonderful UAE government has decided to block myspace. Apparently, because... It conflicts with their religious, cultural, political, and moral values. And just in case you didn't believe me...
( Hah. Proof )

-snicker- Man this makes me laugh. And now, I shall spend a while trying to find a way to get around the firewall. Heehee.

Buuuuut, in other words... my vacation's been going pretty damn well. Got very badly burnt and had to stay inside for a few days, but ah well. xD. I officially love this country, apart from it's freedom-restricting blocky thingies. Things are cheap over here. Like shirts. Dude. 8 pounds for a shirt makes me very happy. Especially when it says 'Where my ho's at?' and a picture of a packet of Hoho's underneath. xD. Nyech. Sitting in an internet cafe dominated almost entirely by pre-pubescent little boys is damned amusing.
Hey look, this computer has music on it... xD. Anything to block out the prayer-call. In the middle of a mall. -sagenod-
Oh gawd. Hillary duff. -.-
I wonder if they realise I could just take all this music and email it to myself? Nothing quite like stealing music from a public computer. So technically it's... sharing. xP
Anyawys. Now what... Nyergh. -sleep-
Why isn't there anyone online? It's liek, 1 PM your time. Silly people. -_- And the damned thing won't let me use AIM. Rawr.

...And the computer lives again! Hah. Need to actually finish the virus scan on the silly thing. Only... 49.4% through a full system scan, and so far it's quarantined a good 5000 files. -.-
And considering that this goddamned worm corrupted almost every .html, .js (etc...) file, hah. Might have to re-instal the computer. Which sucks major ass. I mean, it's not like there's anything important but still. My computer. -sniffle-
Need to actually connect it to the network again though. Ah well. Life's a bitch.
On that front, Math. Turns out that I actually did get sent an academic warning, yet no warning of any type turned up at my place. So I now have a 45% in Math, and an unknowing mother who -I presume- will scream at me later. When I tell her the grade. I mean, fucking hell. How does one get a 45% in Math?!?!?!?! Rawr
But still. I can deal. And -clings to Gracie- Where were you today?
Alicia:
Hah. Being molested by her is not fun. Like I'd know, but still... And you need to tell me what's going on this weekend. Really.
I mean, I've got Rachael who wants me to go to her place where there will be weed, cigarettes, and presumably a lot of alcohol. w00t? Hah.

Man, don't you love weekends... -.-
Saturday, 'twas very, very shittty indeed. I suppose I've learnt my lesson about using Limewire; after downloading what I though was a music file, my computer is now being eaten slowly by a worm... And because I don't actually have any anti-virus software, I'm pretty much screwed. Yay. Nothing quite like downloading free anti-virus software during study hall in Mr. Shingleton's class. Hah. Nothing quite like watching your computer slowly die. Haha. This is fun.
And sunday... Erk. All I can say. Erk.

IILF

MILF

Haha. Gotta <3 the Alicia... Mad times, biatches. xP.

Just a random entry. -sagenod- And no more icons. -emotear-

So yeah. Friday was interesting. xP, according to Charlotte... -evil glower at the radical communist ninja leprechaun called Charlotte (don't ask)- I don't ever smile. Much. So she was shocked when I had a little mad giggly fit for a good fifteen minutes. Oi? Hah. Oh and Grace, Rachael is fine. And gardening. With her hoe. -snicker-
But saturday= kickass. Bluewater with mom and no babies isn't that bad. Man we went mad shopping. That equals a black trenchcoat(my life is complete) hawt converses, some shirts, and a pair of jeans. Heehee. TRENCHCOAT!
Then the twin's party, and some chinese. Finally ate some duck, and I am proud of myself. Even though it was quite greasy. Damn duck. But good, in an oddly greasy ducky way. xP. Wheee. And there was much running to the bathrooms and bitching.
OH YES ALICIA IS HAPPY! Just had to put that in, but a simple phone call (technically two, 'cause Siobhan hung up on him the first time) made her week. Really it did. Reallyreallyreally. Lol, god she loves her little red hot chile...
Ahahaha.
And cake. Gotta love cake.
So yeah. Much of the gigling until about three AM. Oh, and Katie scard the shit out of us. Alicia had gone to the bathroom and had been there for a while. KAtie went to check on her, and came back. 'Guys, Alicia got so desperate for alcohol, she drank her toner...' And us, the gullible idiots, actually believed her. But damn Katie has a very convincing expression. She's an actor, what can we expect? Eh. But yes, it was good.
And for breakfast... Mmm. Bacon and cinnamon buns. The Crother's place always has good food. Thinking of the important things. And awesome times.
Oh, and we found out where a certain someone lives, heh... Right next to the twins. We were going to walk there, but then Licia's parents showed up. -emotear- and it was sad. Muchly. No odd bird noises. xD
But tcha. You know, there's been five birthdays in a week of people I know. What's that about? You're all conspiring against me. There was... crap, forgot... Yeah, Iggy, twinnage, Jon, and Kelly. TWINNAGE! Hah. After having about six hours sleep, I'm oddly tired. And hyper. Kinda mixed together. -falls over- Zzzz...

( Wheee )

I am insanely proud of doing this to a Vader picture.

On the good side, Vader was getting a lot more phone numbers. On the bad side, they were all from stormtroopers.
(He really did like the boots though...)
And screw LJ cuts. xP
( Stormtrooper )
( Luke )
( Obi )
( Jango Fett )
( Yoda )

On a different front, I've now managed to crash a mac. Five times. Tell me that is skilled... Skilled I tell you.

You know what, Meghan is /really/ annoying me now. This may sound petty and just plain bitchy but... Aaaargh.
You know, when you're friends with someone, there's an unspoken agreement not to tell other people who she likes and yet Meghan seems to violate this. So I went to Melissa's saturday night, and the twins were there, as well as Alicia, Sachi and Kelly. So after watching Eurotrip (hah, I <3 that movie) we then ask people who they like. And I refuse to tell, although Melissa (the wonderful person she is, xP) goes off in spanish. So she gives them a few hints (and this I don't mind, of course) but then Meghan just goes right out and tells them. W.T.F? And then whilst playing Charades later (we were bored and quite hyper, xP) she then goes on and... argh.
Screw that. Screw her. Screw them all. Although Alicia, to her credit (<3's her, secretly xP) said we'd make a cute couple, and thinks he likes me. Which I doubt, but eh.
And w00t, limewire hasn't eaten all my bandwidth.